The cock is so experimental, exciting and unusual to me that of course I am jealous. I would love to stop think with my mind and think with my lower head. Such a fantasying unit the cock is.

My experience with cocks is that men are obsessed with them from such an early age. They compare them, make them go hard, soft, and pull them. Yes, if you do meet a man with a cock that bends you know what he was up to for hours on end during his childhood. The size and girth of a man’s cock is something of a sore point for their egos. What exactly is a good size cock?

Is a good size based solely on the physical appearance of the unit or does the good size comes from good healthy cleaning habits or is it now a guy uses and handles his own cock. What exactly is considered the good size cock?

From stories and experiences from my life, I have always found that the man’s attitude reflects the size of the cock.

If he is adventurous, a bit nasty and can laugh in bed then the size is perfect. But if he is more conservative, arrogant and more into himself than who else is there, then size does matter.

It is quite funny how women view the best lovers in their lives; they are the ones who have more personality then the physical appearance. That goes double for me. I am quite lucky, as I have slept with some amazing looking men who were fun but honestly quite boring after the fact. It’s not that I am into the cuddling thing or talking thing, but definitely into the laughing thing. If you cannot laugh while kissing then why continue into something more physically. And of course while you are kissing and laughing your teeth bump and spit etc, but that is part of the personality. Therefore if the personality is there then size doesn’t matter. So what if you are with some with all the personality but size is like a finger in length and a pencil thin in girth?

Well honestly I have been with the "pencil dick" guys - two of them in fact - one was not good looking in the face and the other was drop dead gorgeous and honestly the one with the personality is the one I went back to a few times over the years. He was just fun, and made me feel comfortable in my skin. The really good-looking one was okay but really stupid and did not laugh about anything. He is nice and I do see him around but the experience and the personality doesn’t exactly make me go for seconds.

Then what if the guy is too big in size and it hurts. Well honestly, I have been with some very large cock sizes and if some of you know my personal life you know exactly whom and what I am talking about. Honestly, size can hurt like hell if you think that it will hurt, but if you are relaxed and into the moment and the person, you will be amazed at what our bodies can do. Hell, we women can have children so sex should not be difficult. Okay maybe anal sex with a 13 inch length, 2.5-inch diameter can be a bit painful, but like I always say to women, you can do anything you put your mind to. If there is a will there is a way.

I think one of my personal pet peeves on men and women in general is basic hygiene. Which can definitely break the moment, and no I am not talking about sweat, sex sweat and the heat of the moment sweat is definitely sexy. It is basic hygiene and general appearance. I have met some men that just do not clean their cocks, cleaning is not just a splash of warm water. I mean soap and water, and some basic grooming techniques. Personally there is nothing more annoying than flossing your teeth with their pubic hair. Also pubic hair longer in length than their penis is a definite no-no. Whether or not a man is circumcised or not only matters if the cock is not kept clean. I saw these disgusting pictures of cocks with warts on them, I almost barfed. Gross, why didn’t the guys’s clean themselves up before the clusters of warts appeared? Hell if you think that is bad, herpes can look gross too.

So back to the cock, I have always found this unit quite interesting. I found out a long time ago that women should not be scared of the cock, instead learn from it. You will be amazed what you can get a man to do if you understand the relationship between a man and his cock. Trust me ladies if you want a man to mow the lawn, take you out of dinner, or basically do what you want they to do, then you better learn how to work the man’s cock. Working your man’s cock is similar, learn and watch him and his cock and how he treats it. It is not through a man’s stomach to win his heart; it is through his pants.

I think during all my home parties and discussion, one topic that seems to regularly come up is blow jobs, which can be a touchy subject.  Blow job can be considered intimate or to others as just a means of foreplay.  Look this is my opinion of blow jobs, you need to learn how to do them not just to keep your man satisfied, but it is extremely important to them and if you care about them this is an important act.  To learn about new techiques with toys, I do talk about how to work with sex toys during a blow job during my sex toy parties, but a woman named Sadie, wrote an amazing book called Tickle His Pickle which is 100% devoted to the Cock.  I highly recommend this book, to order from me cost of $14.99 Canadian click this link: www.toyzforsex.hotcircle.com/catalog/item/651424/1257022.htm

So finally I have seen the perfect cock in my opinion. I am completely fantasized by it. It wasn’t the girth or the length; it was the vein on the underside of it. To me like a statue, and now I want a copy of it. Worshiping a cock is quite a different thing, because that is all you think about - the cock, like an idol. I know that the fantasy isn’t about the person who owns the cock but the cock itself. Too bad you can’t have your cake and eat it too. But at least I finally saw a cock worth worshipping for even if it was just a couple of hours every couple of months.