I just about lost my cookies when the guy I have been seeing said that I am spiritual but I just don’t know it. You have got to be kidding. I am so far from spirituality. I have always figured the term spirituality goes hand in hand with religion. Therefore can you be spiritual without being religious, or is it just a different way to view life.
Honestly I only believe in the three main focus points of being happy and living life to its fullest. Since people want to know how I came to be from a trailer-trash-druggie to someone who owns her own business and enjoys life to the fullest, I figured this article is for you to understand how I tick and my opinions. So read it and only take what you want from the information, as this is only my opinion.
Okay I believe that I have three aspects to living.
- Energy
- Gutfeeling
- Creativity
The first concept, energy, which is a tough one to put your finger on it, because energy just is. Since we are humans, we have energy 24/7, and even when we sleep we are re-charging our energy. We have tons more energy than we think. Many people think that there is a ‘ceiling’ to our amount of energy, but if you think that way you will be that way.
Energy can be either positive or negative. Now I only believe in the positive energy because I grew up with all the negative energy and those people are not allowed in my life. Negative energy depletes you faster. If you dig a grave for revenge, be sure to dig two. Revenge, worrying or being upset about something involves negative energy. Why dwell on the negative energy, you need to push it out of the way and concentrate only on positive energy.
Therefore, stop your fucking bitching and do something to change the negative into a positive and let the ‘bottomfeeders’ out of your life. Surround yourself with people who are positive and to understand positive people are individuals who do not judge you or try to change you to their ways, they just accept you for who you are. I try not to understand them and what they believe I just try to accept them and if I don’t want to accept their view points and way of life, I just don’t hang out with them, it is that simple.
I believe that in creating positive energy you also need time to rejuvenate it, which is why I love mediation but my way of mediation is masturbation, which completely relaxes me and makes me focus on the task on hand. I was asked recently why I prefer masturbation over actual sex with a man. Because when you have sex with someone else you take on feelings, emotions and situations, and sometimes I don’t want to take all the other stuff on just to have an orgasm, trust me a sex toy doesn’t have emotions.
It’s funny when I play with women, there is very little emotions with them, and I like it as society doesn’t think playing girl on girl is so bad, but isn’t it funny how society thinks two guys playing are a relationship but two women playing is just a situation.
The second concept is Gutfeeling, which is intuitiveness, subconscious or instinct. We all have that feeling deep inside us, on what is wrong or right for us. However many people ignore or do not know how to harness their Gutfeeling, because we are always trying to follow what society says or does.
Fuck society, then we have a bunch of wannabes who think they are happy but deep down just trying to keep up with society, which is not a human function.
To understand Gutfeeling you first have to believe in intuition, which is listening to yourself not to others. I look at my own life and believe in whatever I want, not what society tells me, I listen to other people but only take what I want from them and then develop my own believes and systems. If I don’t think something exists, then it doesn’t for me, even when everyone else says I have a problem, I don’t believe that I do, I just don’t let other people tell me what is right or wrong for me. As long as I hurt no one else in my process what is the problem, there is no problem.
Another bonus for me is my background, which definitely made me realize how strong that Gutfeeling is. I strongly believe that analytical thinking and intuitiveness complement each other, which makes me succeed and drive in business.
The third concept is creativity, which in its basic form is the ability to see things that don’t yet exist. Your creativity enables you to make them happen.
Creativity is one of the few forces that can change reality. I am a high achiever, and yes I went through some hard times, but I never viewed the hard times as bad times as I always looked at the end result. I was persistent and driven to make the tough times into fun times. Some people call me lucky, and that is so full of shit, I work hard at being creative and making dreams into reality.
That is creativity, which equals positive energy. Good ideas come when one is in harmony with oneself and that is just straight business. Which is what I am all about.
Enjoy and remember take my viewpoints with a grain of salt and develop your own.
